Life has ups and down for sure, but for some reason it doesn't apply for me. A struggle, an uphill climb that never seems to end. Really don't know when it will ever finish. I just cant carry myself any more.
Really upset in last few days with few incident. I don't know why people hate me so much. What did i do so wrong? Yes I'm a little proud and egoistic but that's typical Leo. All i ever wanted to help people as much as i can. i speak about my achievements not to show my arrogance but to inspire people so that they follow my path. Why do i suffer so much that my heart bleeds?
im just a simple guy who just needs some love. im not an intellectual nor smart. i know i have lots of problems and so do others as well. i never try to hurt someone intentionally then why others hurt me so bad. the way that i care and feel for my friends is immense. alas if anybody really understood those feelings.
i know im not the sharpest tool in the box. i know i dont understand sometimes what is right and what is wrong. so my actions seem awful but i never do those things intentionally. im just a socially awkward and a loser that's all. i just cant control my emotion and let it out unlike others.
i really wish i could have been like other guys. i wish i could have been good at being reserved. i really wish if i could live a normal life.
im really sorry if i hurt you anyway, if i caused you any trouble. i beg forgiveness. thanks for giving me a chance to be part of your life. im grateful to you for everything and i mean everything. i never tried to be disrespectful to you guys. i never tried to use you for things. i always want good things for friends and i hope you guys achieve everything. i wish all of you for the very best.
finally its goodbye. im not gonna bother you anymore. im not gonna give you any pain. its better if i stay away from everyone. no misunderstanding, no havoc, no chaos. i cant face any more heart attacks. i dnt have a strong heart any more. just pray for me if you can.
Really upset in last few days with few incident. I don't know why people hate me so much. What did i do so wrong? Yes I'm a little proud and egoistic but that's typical Leo. All i ever wanted to help people as much as i can. i speak about my achievements not to show my arrogance but to inspire people so that they follow my path. Why do i suffer so much that my heart bleeds?
im just a simple guy who just needs some love. im not an intellectual nor smart. i know i have lots of problems and so do others as well. i never try to hurt someone intentionally then why others hurt me so bad. the way that i care and feel for my friends is immense. alas if anybody really understood those feelings.
i know im not the sharpest tool in the box. i know i dont understand sometimes what is right and what is wrong. so my actions seem awful but i never do those things intentionally. im just a socially awkward and a loser that's all. i just cant control my emotion and let it out unlike others.
i really wish i could have been like other guys. i wish i could have been good at being reserved. i really wish if i could live a normal life.
im really sorry if i hurt you anyway, if i caused you any trouble. i beg forgiveness. thanks for giving me a chance to be part of your life. im grateful to you for everything and i mean everything. i never tried to be disrespectful to you guys. i never tried to use you for things. i always want good things for friends and i hope you guys achieve everything. i wish all of you for the very best.
finally its goodbye. im not gonna bother you anymore. im not gonna give you any pain. its better if i stay away from everyone. no misunderstanding, no havoc, no chaos. i cant face any more heart attacks. i dnt have a strong heart any more. just pray for me if you can.
